Auntie Jan, I can't put into words how much I miss you, I will never forget all the times you babysat me, all the times you baked with me, you literally taught me how to bake, I definitely get my love for baked goods from you. I am so grateful I got to see you twice this past year. I wish I came more over the years. Spending time looking at old photos, watching movies and colouring your hair. You have always been such a beautiful person inside and out. I will forever hold you in my heart. I remember when my mum passed and a quote kept running through my head (yes it's marvel). I never realised how prevalent it was until I truly understood loss. "What is grief, if not love persevering?" To me it's profound because when I get lost in my grief those words remind me it's the love I still have in me for the one I lost. When I think of you that quote comes to me again. I'm going to miss you so much. I don't know what happens after death, I'm not religious, but I do believe you don't just disappear, instead I chose to believe you are here with us, you are reunited with Uncle Adrian, grandma, Grampa, my mum and of course Tim. I'm sure you are all sat together laughing at our terrible jokes, comforting us in our sadness, watching over us forever. I love you beyond words. I know you are watching over our amazing family. My uncle Steve and my brilliant cousins Nick and Sara. My heart goes out to you all. I'll always be around if you need anything. Love you Auntie Jan Always and Forever Xxxxxxxx